Big TP I for one know what you were and are feeling.I still want to ride but some days the cagers seem to be out to get me.If you don't feel good doing it I think you made the right decision for you and there is no wrong in that.Every September here in the Reno,NV area we have Street Vibrations and thousands of bikers are here for the week-Let me tell you many of them should not be riding as they have lost motor skills and are a danger to others and themselves.I only hope when the day comes that I should give it up my brain over rides my heart.