After my flip, there were many different feelings and thoughts. Had to deal with loved ones telling me I was lucky to be alive and not to ride again.
At first while I was still in a bit of shock I would agree with them just to calm them.
But as I healed the urge started coming back. I was a bit apprehensive at first. But in time it all comes back and the new normal sets in.
Let go of your emotions and use the force.
Glad to hear your ok.