I hear you 53. I don't think I'm any better than anyone else. I just try to live up to my ability and make the most of what god given talent I have . I probably don't have quite as much fun riding as some others because of hyper awareness while I'm riding. And that multiplies tenfold when Sharon is on the back. I owe it to our kids to bring her home safe. I still enjoy myself but man I am busy processing what's going on around me at all times.